Saturday, May 13, 2006

i hAved m0vEd t0 http://iloveyou-youloveme.blospot.com tHaNks!

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

i tell eu.. damn siian lah p0ly life.. s0mem0re i d0n have dear with me.. any life without her is pure siian.. i s0 miss her l0.. n0t 0nly her but ger and qi.. m0i l0vely sistas.. haha.. siian lah.. n0w at the stupid atrium.. nv went f0r eltech at 10 am.. n0w break l0.. siian w0r.. haii.. when can i see m0i dear.. w0 zhen me xiang ta.. bu t0ng ta y0u mei y0u xiang w0.. haha.. dear.. mye c0min le.. ya0 hao hao zuo w0.. sudy well.. if anything me here f0r eu.. nv leave ur side de.. ok??

siian ltr end at 5.. wah lau buay tahan leii.. i feel s0 b0red.. p0ly life is n0 s0 interesting as i th0ught.. hee.. see h0w l0.. h0pe it gets better.. m0i dear next 2 yrs then c0me p0ly.. 0mg by then i 3rd yr lia0, if i make it thr0ugh.. haha.. n0 sweat.. i wanna make it t0 university.. hao xiang w0 de dear..

all those wh0 are in p0ly, h0pe eu all n0t suffering like me.. f0r th0se in sec0ndary sch0ol, study hard c0s ur c0urse ch0ice determines ur future.. take care all.. =]

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Monday, March 27, 2006

finally updating my bl0g after s0me time.. but nth much t0 update ab0ut l0.. ytd went t0 aliyah bubdae party.. she w0re a cute pink dress.. haha.. i miss her alot c0s i have st0pped babysitting her.. her mum has resigned and n0w i am all al0ne in my hse in the m0rning.. wah s0 siian.. i will miss the time when she crawl up onto my bed and slept beside me.. i will miss the time when she cry t0 get my attention.. i will miss her and everything ab0ut her.. ytd she celebrated her 1st birthday.. i b0ught her some clothes and a pair 0f sh0es.. i w0nder when i will get t0 see her wear the things i b0ught f0r her.. hmm..

p0ly g0ing t0 start 0n 24th april.. i w0nder h0w am i g0nna g0 thr0ugh p0ly life.. w0nder wether my appeal is sucessful.. i d0n n0e.. i just h0pe my timetable w0nt be s0 packed.. i wan meet up with dear.. i wan t0 fetch her fr0m sch0ol.. i h0pe i can.. i also n0t ask everyday can fetch her but twice a week , excluding sat and sun, is 0kay f0r me.. g0nna miss al0t 0f ppl when p0ly term starts.. shit.. i d0n wish t0 g0 t0 p0ly.. i want stay in BLSS.. the friends the memories.. s0 w0nderful.. But life has t0 g0 0n.. haii..

i update until here bah.. d0n n0e when will update again.. s0rry f0r the inc0nvinience.. haha.. takecare all.. dear, w0 ai ni..

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Thursday, March 09, 2006

dear.. i am really sorry.. i n0e eu are angry although eu say nvm.. if 0nly i c0uld n0t make eu w0rry.. den things w0uldnt be this way.. all i can say n0w is i am s0rry.. dear.. i am s0rry.. i made a f00lish mistake.. i want t0 make it up t0 eu..

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

yay.. g0t internet c0nnection le.. hee.. n0w i wan bl0g ab0ut ytd.. it was great.. very fun.. i went 0ut with dear l0.. what c0uld be m0re perfect?? a day 0ut with m0i preci0us dear.. hee.. we went 0ut after her c0 secti0nal.. then ate with ch0ng hwee, james, shuinan.. haha.. after that went t0 bugis.. went there t0 sh0p lah, duh.. hee.. we went around lo0king f0r pants f0r 0urselveS.. then she saw a pants at bugis village.. then tried it 0n.. then after that i paid it f0r her l0.. haha.. quite nice the pants.. checkered pants.. but i don noe how it will lo0k 0n dear.. c0s when she tried it 0n she nv sh0wed me h0w it l0oked.. 0mg.. s0 n0w i kept w0ndering h0w it will l0ok like.. but n0 matter what m0i dear is always beautiful in my eyes.. hee..

then we went around searching f0r a pair 0f pants f0r me.. but c0uldnt find 0ne.. s0 i asked geraldine where else g0t nice pants.. she said queensway.. 0mg still must take mrt and bus and we have not much time left.. c0s m0i dear have t0 get h0me by 6.. s0 we t0ok taxi l0.. when reached there we went int0 the sh0p named SENSE.. the pants n0t bad.. then the guy rec0mmended me a nice pair 0f pants.. i tried it 0n.. the guy asked me buy LARGE size.. then he say blah blah blah.. i blur blur say ok l0.. dear paid f0r m0i pants.. then b0ught a purple shirt from the same sh0p.. actually i saw a very nice shirt.. but the size available extra large.. i nearly cried sia.. n0 have m0i size.. s0b.. damn nice the shirt.. so nice!!! ARGH!! then t0ok cab went t0 jp.. otw t0ok some pics together.. but i will 0nly publish 0ne.. hee.. after tt i sent her h0me.. i l0ve her s0 much..

then i met ger.. we went to kelyn blk.. sat there slacked.. ate ice cream.. 0uhya still g0t hui qii.. tt freak.. so hyper.. hui qii passed her blss uniform to kelyn.. then me qii and ger went t0 jp.. me and ger b0ught levis sh0e.. she b0ught l0w cut and me b0ught high cut.. same c0lour.. haha.. so we g0 0ut wear l0.. together same same.. of c0urse lah we br0 and sis mah.. haha.. ok i st0p here bah.. bl0g again s0on..

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Friday, February 24, 2006

just came back from work.. rmbed my internet connection will end at 27 feb.. cos is free for 2 months mah.. now update then ltr go sleep.. at work i couldnt concentrate.. i was thinking about dear.. she said that she not used to not msging me at night.. cos i working mah.. then she say very sian.. i thought over it.. and i decided i cant let her and myself suffer any longer.. i am`gonna stop working.. 28 feb will be my last day.. but not confirm.. have to tell supervisor then she will decide wether we can stop or not.. i hope can.. cos work hurts me and my dear emotionally.. i miss her and she miss me.. i am gonna stop working to fill up the emptiness in her heart eversince i started working.. i miss dear so much.. 6.15am, tears rolled down my cheeks.. cos everyday 6.15am at work i would stop a while and pray in my heart that my dear would be safe.. cos that time she would be getting ready to go school.. i prayed and tears moisten my cheeks.. i noe that my tears and the pain from working are for a good cause.. cos is for my little dear, koh shi hui..

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

wah.. ytd went to work.. today morning came back.. work was ok.. not that tiring but the job very boring wor.. to0 siian le.. i kept thinking of shi hui wor.. kept wondering wether she has slept or not.. cant contact her.. no hp leii.. sob sob.. haha.. i work that time miss her so much.. and i noe that she feels the same way to0.. rite?? hee.. the work is abt motorola handphones.. bored lo.. then when got home i realised my hse keys left at home.. omg.. no one at home.. i waited for mum until 9.10.. like doing overtime sia.. haha..

don say abt work le.. i miss her.. oh my god.. what am i gonna do?? cant msg with her.. cant call.. haii.. i must persevere.. i work for her.. i must sacrifice for more better times ahead.. hee.. chey.. no lah.. money is not the key to happiness in relationships.. its the love that the couple share together.. like the song goes, "all the love i ever had, will never equal all the love we share together"

dear.. i miss eu so much.. how i wish to see eu right now.. i love euu..

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