Wednesday, February 01, 2006
yay.. g0t s0mething exciting to p0st ab0ut.. haha.. 3rd day 0f chinese new year.. i went 0ut with dear.. hee.. miss her s0 much.. c0uldnt see her f0r s0me time liao.. finally w0r.. i s0 relieved that she ish fine.. when dear n0t with me i will w0rry de.. scared she fall sick 0r get injured l0.. hmm. s0 glad she ish fine.. hee..
0ur day didnt start well w0r.. when i met her, she w0re jeans l0.. den i guess i abit disapp0inted bah c0s when i called her, she said she w0uld change t0 skirt.. when i heard that i was very excited c0s l0ng time nv g0 with her wearing skirt.. i don n0e why but i kinda n0t used t0 her wear jeans when g0ing 0ut with me.. guess n0t feminine bah.. i prefer dear wear skirt when we g0 0ut t0 date.. hee.. well it d0esnt st0p there.. the queue at g0lden village damN l0ng.. all want watch the i n0t stupid t0o.. wah lau.. my m0od m0re w0rst sia.. i nv talk t0 her at all.. nv smiled.. haii.. thats me and i am trying t0 change f0r 0ur future.. s0rry dear..
then we made 0ur way t0 mrt station.. we just b0ard the mrt without any destination.. i lazy think where other cinemas are l0cated.. instead, i did s0me s0ul searching.. i realised that my behavior was hurting my l0vely dear.. "0mg what have i d0ne," i th0ught.. i smiled at her.. she smiled back and that h0w w0nderful moments started.. we chatted and i apologised.. she give in al0t t0 me sia.. i must keep reminding myself, i have t0 st0p hurting m0i dear.. then we reached jur0ng east, suddenly i th0ught 0f a place.. l0t 1.. haha c0s m0i dear nv g0 there b4 w0r.. haha.. s0 bring her there l0.. when reached there i think she suprised bah that i brought her there.. hee.. then we went t0 buy tickets.. at least better queue and still g0t ticket left.. when we ch0se the seating, just nice g0t tw0 seats f0r us, third r0w from the fr0nt and the side.. yay.. can sit with m0i dear..
lets talk ab0ut the sh0w.. very nice.. sure laugh.. sure cry.. dear cried.. i also cried.. f0r me the scenes were m0re personal t0 me.. happened t0 me and still happening.. when the parents only see ur mistakes and wrongd0ings.. they never see 0r praise ur talents 0r achievement.. they 0nly scold euu.. when i g0t eligible for the millenia institute f0r three m0nths, n0ne 0f my parents praised me.. they never said 0r did anything t0 sh0w that they are proud 0f their s0n, ME!! haii.. d0n wish t0 talk ab0ut this issue which 0nly make tears c0me r0lling down my cheeks.. haii..
well my life are alike t0 the lives 0f the b0ys in the m0vie.. they get scolding f0r everything, SAME.. n0 praises f0r anything, SAME..they j0in street gangs f0r sense 0f bel0nging, SAME.. their parents realised what they did was wr0ng, N0t SAME.. i d0n n0e lah. i s0metimes just wanna run away fr0m h0me but i d0nt think that w0uld make them realise..
haii.. d0n say le.. the day was great c0s i watched m0vie with dear.. me sent her h0me l0 then went h0me t0 change and went t0 night safari.. i tell euu something, B0RInG!! super duper bored sia.. d0n say le.. if g0t m0i dear then n0t b0ring le c0s can ENTERTAIN her.. muahaha.. will bl0g again s00n.. haha.. cya guys ar0und.. bubyes..
i l0ve the m0ments we share and it will always remain as f0nd memories deep in my heart and s0ul.. i l0ve y0u dear.. =]
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